life tricks you into believing that everything is fine, when everything under the covers is actually so fundamentally flawed that no one simple solution can be administered to better the situation. its in times when you realise the truth that you suffer the greatest shock. its not that you didnt know that problem existed. its just that you didnt expect it to surface and manifest once again.

i dont know la. maybe its just a mistake, cos pple overlook things right? esp when its smth unimportant?

I AM SO TIRED. my entire hse smells like barbeque and i wonder why.

I SURRENDER, I GIVE UP! its just not worth it. ITS NOT.