Thursday, September 18, 2008
the word on e tip of everyone's tongue: prelimsit has been there for quite a number of weeks now, but it will not go away. instead, it'll slowly, but surely morph into the words "a levels". isnt that cool? haha.
no not really. we're stuck. glued to this position. doomed for the next month and a half to MUG (i hate that word, i'd rather say study) or to WATCH others mug, and feel guilty, happy, unsure, tensed up, whatever it is you feel (haha this was really a typo! ITS A PUN TOO. ) in the blanks yourself.
right, back to the main topic, prelims. it all started out with everyone gearing up for the once "coming" exams and feeling all anxious about it. then, it was THE exams. and now, its the RESULTS. my class was spared the anxiety and worry since we got all 3 of our h2 papers back on monday. now, all thats left is econs h1. and we're told it wasnt done up to expectations. OH WELLS, i'll just hope for the best.
bah, i improved on my gp. its quite a relief. i wont say im JUMPING WITH JOY and im OVER THE TOP happy. but im sure if i didnt do well, i'd have been utterly disappointed. so thing is, my dad has been really worried bout my gp all this while. cos i havent been doing well. and today, i gave him news that i did prolly ok. GUESS WHAT? first he said good! but then later in the afternoon, he msged me and asked whtr i was happy about it. i said fine alright not bad. that sorta thing. and he replied "i think you can do better"(smth to that extent but i shant quote the exact phrase) IM LIKE, soooooo utterly taken aback. not that it was unexpected, but cant you just let me be happy or at least even satisfied with my results for awhile? UGH IM SO ANNOYED.
all i hope now is that i can AT LEAST replicate this, and possibly even do better for a levels.
in the meantime, i'd just ride e waves~ dont play with me.
headache headache headache.
i have a summary to copy, and an AQ to complete. maybe i'll take tmr's civics to do it. HAHAH.
LOVE IS A MANY SPLENDORED THING <3