the seamonkeys hvae hatched! i think their birthday is the 6th of april? or 7th april. haha. either one. estella has requested that i name on of them after her! ahha. sooo right now, theres pauline, mandy, stephanie, vinnie, brandon, kah hwee, raphael, wanying and estella swimming around in that small tank with greenish water. i worry for their safety, for my brother has been plotting to kill them! hahaha. hes been threatening me. its so funny.

anyway, i got caught in the rain today. i was DRENCHED TO THE BONES! like even the school shorts underneath my skirt was wet.. i nearly slipped and fell down the stairs while climbing the overhead brigde, and i nearly ran into a drain. haha. cos i was trying to run home as fast as possible.. oh and along the way, i splashed into some puddles! haha. accidentally. but it was fun! splashing puddles. so yea my shoes got all wet. oh wells. wet day, wet stephanie.

i wonder, at the end of my life, whether my memories of how i lived my life will be filled with the wonderful things ive done/achieved, or with my inactions? i never get myself to do anything. somethings just wrong with my brains. the world should be rid of such an error of nature..

i wish i were a fish. i'd swim around in the vast ocean in schoals, explore the depths of the sea, enjoy time with my fellow fishies. and when the time comes, a bigger fish, or some other predator will come eat me. then i might just have a purpose.. to participate in the food chain..

just colour my life grey, blue, black.

bum bum bum bum bum, bums away!