hmm i was lookign at my old posts and i realise that ive never actually written a look post before. most of my entries are few liners. the longer ones are the ones where i write about what i did that day and stuff liek that. so im now like wondering why i only manage to write short posts. i can only find one answer and that issssss: even though i alwasy think about alot of things, i nv actually summarise my thoughts and classify them properly. haha. i alwasy jsut think of random things and random stuff but never actually make sense out of those thoughts. plus i cant express myself well!

the only thing this is gonna lead to is a fail for general paper.

grrr i wonder why im in junior college sometimes. like im not gonna get into the science faculty in university so what am i doing here studying biology and chemistry? why have we all become so practical? choosing the more "logical" and "save" choice rather than taking risks and trying out smth. i guess it all boils down to our education system and all the competition we face! we're all just rushing forward but we never actually take a step back to look at where we're going. its a rat race.

tell me if im not making any sense alright?