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Monday, October 20, 2008
why do we dream? (dream as in e thing you experience when sleeping at night, not the dream as in aspirations kinda dream.) they seem to just be images you see in your head while sleeping eh? but should they just be taken as meaningless images or not?

some say, when you dream, youre mentally preparing yourself for when/if that dream really becomes reality. that'd explain e countless dreams pple have had of themselves failing at certain impt examinations.. haha. yep and it does sound like a logical explanation. but smtms pple do "fantasize" in their dreams right? like maybe some crazy dbsk fan may dream of herself tgt with changmin or someone. hahah. sooo how do you explain those kidna dreams? i definitely dont think youre subconsciously preparing yourself to meet your favourite star though. haha.

im now constantly perplexed, puzzled, bewildered, confused, confounded . . . the list goes on. hahah.

Fastforward two years, and this time we're taking our A Levels instead of our O's. Will it be the same this time around? Will I be able to do as well? Will I leave SAJC with the same emotions and feelings as when i left Zhonghua? Will it just be the beginning of another long treacherous journey? Ah, the fear of the unknown. The questions that have no answers, or rather, the questions we will have to find the answers to ourselves. I hope the answers I find are the right ones. I seriously do. But, there's no such thing as a correct answer is there?

rarrrr i wrote that like two and a half months ago. how time flies. from when i wrote that till now, SOOOOO MANY THINGS HAVE HAPPENED! its so scary. lets see what happened,
1)got scared/into e panic mode for prelims
2)started studying for prelims
3)took a short break from prelims
4)started studying again for prelims during e sept holidays
5)certain funny things during e sept holidays
6)prelims cum start of rubbish things
7)end of prelims, continuation of funny things
8)slacking time
9)end of funny things
10)end of school....
11)start of studybreak

two more weeks to a levels now. five more to the end of it? im kinda scared. i dont knwo what to do after a levels. i already feel lost now thinking bout it. what will i do when the time actually comes? i really have no idea what i want to do with my life. im like floating around and its getting scarier by e minute manx.

AAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

someone just show me e way PLEASE! X.x someone just take my hand and lead me! tell me what i shld do what, and when i shld do what. dont let me second guess myself. dont let me wonder off track. just bring me to where i think i want to go.

im tiredddddd~