part 2
sooo, im back! from tea. and dinner. and shopping! k it was supposed to only be like a happy hour drink and some snacks cos my godpa had a dinner to attend.. yep but my godma and i had dinner together in the end! and since it was an early dinner, we went over to far east for ahwile. haha. she wanted to look at some shop.. i think she hasnt been to far east in liek a very long time. yep and she got me a present! a pair of pumps. haha.

oh which reminds me i forgot to add that joachim sent me a birthday card all the way from france! :D i got it onnn saturday? haha. its the first bday greeting i got this year! its sweet of him.

im tired now. btu im worried and nervous bout tmr's OP! please oh please ask me smth i can answer!!!!!!!!!!

or kill me!

part 1
well, well, well, it has been quite a long time since i blogged. i didnt feel liek blogging. somehow it felt like i had a lot to do online. so i did everything and anything else besides blogging. yep but now im here. i couldnt slp! thats so not me. i wanted to nap. and i tried to. slpt for like twenty minutes before tess's msg woke me up!! after that i tried going back to slp but yea couldnt anymore..

so anyway schools out and tmrs my birthday. haha. happy early birthday to myself! a good bday present would beeee a good OP asessment! haha.

tmrs also my brother's ORD day! we'll be going to watch teh parade? wonder how it'll be like. i actually went to his POP the other time. when he passed out of the basic military training. it was interesting. haha. in a way.

hmm theres so many things in life that we watn to go smoothly. and we try, as hard as we may to steer things so that hopefully, they go the way we want them to. but soemtimes, thigns just dont happen the way we want them to. things dont happen just because we work hard for it to or cos we want them to. but its sad. when you try so hard, and all you get in return is disappointment and hurt. but thats inevitable eh? and it doesnt mean we're incapable or anything. its a different thing.. ahh at the end of the day, we're all like helpless little creatures lost in a great big forest! haha. trying to find our way out. ok i dont know how that came about.

bah i dotn know whtr i made any sense. but i have no time to go read thru waht i wrote and to edit it! i needa DASH and get ready! gonna go out for tea with my godparents! :D BYE WORLD!