hmmm im back here to blog now.

on thursday i visited the UAV command! it was kinda cool. pple from nj vj ij and nus high were there too. seems like the uav command is quite a popular choice! hha. yea so there we got to see one of the vehicles and i tried the simulator!!

yesterday, tweflies met up for lunch at seoul gardens! pauline and stephanie had the most satisfying meal i think! haha. i died halfway through. not really in the mood to eat so muhc. but yea i ate i think quite a lot of meat by then. haha. actually i realise that you get quite "jelat" of the meats after awhile. ahha. not smth you can have ALOT of. yep den at five plus i had to rush off! got home and got changed, prepared for the wedding dinner.

ahhhh thats all.

i feel stupid. really stupid. i try and i try and i try and i try try try try try. maybe im being oversensitive. mayb im just being silly. maybe it was liek that before but just that from my point of view now, it feels different. but there is a difference. im sure of that. a slight one mayb but still a difference. now, after trying so stupidly, ive reached the final straw i guess. maybe i shouldnt try anymore. but i can really stop myself? if only we can turn back time yea. haha. i think i shouldnt try anymore. but i want to. haha.

if only i had a time machine. then it can come back and give me that rose again.