Friday, June 29, 2007
exams are over! i thought i'd feel happy that they're already over. but like last year, it didnt feel so much that way. it was just a good reason to go out and have fun! haha. we wenta sakae and wenta watch a movie! i ate oh so much at sakae! haha. i felt totally bloated! but the PEACH MOCHIS were DELICIOUS! i absolutely loved it! haha. watched transformers. and halfway through the movie, i suddenly rmbed that jerome suggested watching it tmr! sooo yea, im SORRY! hee.well anyway, exams seem more and more like a part of some routine. yea, like a cycle. we go to school, have exams and then break for holidays. but this time it was slightly different la. we had school, holidays and then exams after that. i dont really like that! it wastes my hoilday! and holidays are precious! haha. so back to the topic! since exams seem merely like routines, i dont feel much of the pressure anymore. i dont feel i HAVE and MUST study terribly hard! but at the same time, i know i should study! and its basically this thing that makes me study. and because of this, i think im taking it more lightly. like when in the actual examination, i just concentrate on doing, and jtus do. i dont panic that much anymore. neither do i get overly nervous. i hope this doesnt affect me negatively! cos i do want to do well! haha. who doesnt?
so thats my take on exams! at least for now! luckily for me, i havent been doing that badly in jc. i think i've been coping well. cept for econs of course. but i still cant help wondering what and how i'd feel if i did extremely badly for CTs. i didnt really think about how i'd fare for the exams, so yea im leaving it open! best not to be too confident or too negative about it!
now, i wish everyone ALL THE BEST! we've got to brace ourselves for next weeek! haha. im keeping my fingers crossed for everyone! : DD