Tuesday, August 09, 2005
smtms i wonder. whtr anybody sees wats bneath. no one knows wats beneath de laughter and smiles i wear on my face. i feel so pathetic. no one understands. no one cares. i hate all de pretense and superficiality in this world. cant everyone jus be genuine/ geeshtoday was not a good day. went to ecp in de morn. i was in de hot sun den in de rain den in de sun again. black again. my face is gonna tear soon i think. haha.
it was a pleasant suprise when u wished me health. heh